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I have been troubled by OBESITY since i was ten . dun know why . but i think is the hormone's problem lolz . i can't stop to become fat and fat . in my word is BLOODY HELL ! why i become like this ? obesity always make me self-abased , self-denial ! and i very mind other people sight . why is me be the fat one not my bro ?! he eat more than me and no healthy than me but why he still so slim ?! really dun understand ! it's unfair ! obesity really made me crazy ! i dun want to pass through this bloody thing ! I DUN WANT ! i can't enjoy the beautiful clothes , the pants and also the importance ... i really hate this feeling ! I HATE IT ! i want become thin but i am really poor self ! I hate myself like this ! haiz ...