MUET again ...

Because last time i jz get band 2 only for my MUET T.T

so ... i need to retake it again 

haiz ... 

sad ...

feel stress n frightened ~~>.<~~

scare can't get band 3 for my second try ...

my result in trial exam still ok lah ...

but i fear the real one ...

tension ...

reallyyyyy ... 

dun know wht it will test ...

reading   --- 83 marks

writing    --- 41 marks

listening  ---  18 marks

speaking ---  26 marks

        Total     168 marks

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it's enough for my trial exam 

but i think it's noooo enough for my MUET exam ...

scare lahhhh ...

reallyyyyy ...

goddd , plsss blesss me !!!

法侣

在年少的过程中    有多少次的忧虑

有多少次的欢愉    有多少伤心事我不堪重提

总在以为最了解自己的时候

让你一以为我分析    替我解开我心中串串难题

在零乱的岁月中   有多少次的怀疑

有多少次的努力   有多少失败我无法回避

总在不知不觉跌倒的时候

你会慢慢地将我扶起    在校园里有那首歌的痕迹

就在落叶纷飞的日子后    才发现日子实在不够

走到半途我匆匆回首    才发现你一直在陪我走

最在季候风吹起的时候    我的心已开始不断发抖

再一次请你好好珍惜    接受我这份衷心的感激

:- |

felt down ...
these few days ...
jz like the raining day ...

╰（‵□′）╯

I haven't meet such a "out to lunch" person

opinionated , love to show off , conceited people !!!

she really "out to lunch" until didn't people disgust  she !!!

she always thinking herself very pro but actually she just a clown !!!

teacher didn't like she ! fs didn't like she ! 

but she still can work as nothing had happened !!!

I really "admire" she !!!

why got this type people ?! 

didn't understand !!!

my first ...

this was my first time ...
lead a team ...
i am a person who does not like to enjoy the limelight ...
i never enjoy the limelight ...
i like to sit in the corner quietly ...
heard people talk , comments ...
but not me ...
i agree that , i'm not very good in relationships ...
not very good in communication ...
many people said i'm very quiet ...
jz like my name ... "jing" = quiet
it's because i feel inferior ...
i fear to communication with people because i
fear they know wht i'm thinking about ...
so ...
this is a great experience for me to lead a team ...
take a team ...
this was the 1st time ...
i lead a team , n we achieved a good result for ours team ...
second place ^^
i very proud n happy for my team ...
really !!!
i'm proud with u all !!!
Orchid , u r the best !!! 

-_- T

homework ...
homework ...
my life is full of homework now ...
macro ...
account ...
common study ...
essay ...
homework ...
never stop ...
till i felt my life jz left homework only ...
i hate this feeling ...
really ...
STPM is hard ...
n no easy !!!
i felt tired for this ... dy
haiz ...
but wht can i do ?
the answer is nothing !!!
i can do anything n i need to pass through
this harder time also ...
whatever anything happen ...
except the end of the world arrived ...
but this wouldn't be happen ...
at least not now ...
so ...
i till need to do my "mountain" homework ...
till need to work hard for my STPM ...